asked you if I was pretty, u said no.
I asked u if I was fat, u said yes of course.
I asked if u wanted to be w/ me forever, u said no.
I asked u if u would cry if I walked away, u said no.
i had heard to much, and need to leave and,
as i walked away . . .
u grabbed my arm and told me to stay.
u said. . .
Ur not pretty, ur beautiful.
the only thing fat, or big, about u is ur HEART.
I dont want to be w/ u forever, i need to be w/ u forever.
and baby, i wouldnt cry if u walked away. . .
i would die.
You pierced my heart in burning flame
that no flesh can repel,
but in the end i can't complain
for love that i felt,
im sitting here, my heart broken, bleeding
though i do not touch it for fear,
that there will be no end to the bleeding
I've found my guardian angel,
He swooped down on feathered wings,
i did not accept his exsistance,
declined him of his duty,
cast him aside with the others who i have rejected,
but he kept fighting,
through hell or high water he would get too me,
i opened my heart,
to see that he was the missing piece to the puzzle,
the final act to the play, that closes the curtain,
but this play is still going,
the actors are still reciting their lines,
and when i fall or forget my line,
i am the one with a Guardian angel,
to come and lift my spirits again.
My guardian swooped to me again,
and together we made a plan,
to soothe me from my eternal pain,
and fears of mortal man,
So now we ride gallantly,
to find the right land,
in which we will spend our days,
acting out the plan.
I found a woman,
beautiful and kind,
she would help me when im down,
and I would do the same,
But she found a man,
and he is for her,
so i watch,
in the shadows,
a figment of what i used to be,
my heart bleeds with emotions im too afraid to express,
but im letting go,
(miss you mommy)
Angels, starting anew,
My guardian angel came to me,
with words of another,
he described her in gentle grace,
but i would not be fooled,
i had to see this angel personally,
so we walked,
for hours it seemed the walk took
and it seemed like an eternity more till i laid my eyes on her,
all the pieces fit into place,
and life seemed to have new hope,
i found my angel,
and am starting a new life with her,
I am cute,fun,and smart but that don't mean I don't bite
a smile can hide the tears, a laugh can hide the pain, but nothing stops the longing to have you back again xx
welcome to my insane clown posse aka my dysfunctional family. We're one clown short of a circus, wanna join?
Needs to go back to eating crayons and licking windows. Oh damn it!! The men in white coats are here to give me a jacket I can hug myself with. HIDE!!!
Stupid people remind me of deer, your about to run them over and they just stand in the middle of the road and watch.
Am I crazy? I asked. "Yes, totally insane, bonkers in fact. But I will let you in on a little secret, the best people always are." she answered =)
blue unicorns came knocking on my door screaming "give us the orange juice and no one gets hurt!" what do i see wrong with that?? WE'RE OUT OF ORANGE JUICE!!!
Who said I'm Crazy huh! You want me to send the little troll after you? Do you? i thought so.. It's OK Troll, they'll behave now.
If it wasn't for crazy people, the world would be a boring place. I like to think that my insanity adds to helping the world become a better place smile
(friend says) You are psychotic! (I said) Shut up! Your just jealous because I have a jacket that lets me hug myself!
GOSH, if u don't believe me, then ask my pet kettle, and my banana, AND my baby keyboard I'M NOT CRAZZIE! Now, if you excuse me, I need to meow like a butterfly
I love you in that heart skipping, time freezing, world stops spinning, nothing else in the world matters but me and you kinda way. <3
The only person I can be is myself. If that doesn't suit you, I am not here to please or live up to your expectations, either. I am what I am. wink