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Hello! My name is Shanaura. I've been with Gaia since 2005, so almost since the beginning! I live somewhere in the center of the United States and it's not all that great. I have an Associates degree in Psychology and am working on my Bachelors. I have a boyfriend that I've been with for nearly 3 years and we are very happy. My most precious thing ever is my Chiweenie, Neil Patrick Harris. He is just the best and he means the world to me. So, send me a message sometime and get to know me better!


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Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way.

Always forgive your enemies - Nothing annoys them so much.

You want weapons? We're in a library. Books are the best weapon in the world. This room's the greatest arsenal we could have. Arm yourself!

When you run with the Doctor, it feels like it'll never end. But however hard you try you can't run forever. Everybody knows that everybody dies and nobody knows it like the Doctor. But I do think that all the skies of all the worlds might just turn dark if he ever for one moment, accepts it. Everybody knows that everybody dies. But not every day. Not today. Some days are special. Some days are so, so blessed. Some days, nobody dies at all. Now and then, every once in a very long while, every day in a million days, when the wind stands fair, and the Doctor comes to call... everybody lives.

He's like fire and ice and rage. He's like the night, and the storm in the heart of the sun. He's ancient and forever. He burns at the center of time and he can see the turn of the universe. And... he's wonderful.

“From the moment they meet, the Doctor and Rose are soul mates. They understand and complement each other.” –Russell T Davies

“He’s a very damaged and closed man. She brings that out of him. She brings him back to life. She widens his horizons.” –Russell T Davies

“What Rose brings to the Doctor’s life is completion. It’s completing a circle – he’s male, he’s alien, he’s a traveler. Between the two of them together they complement each other and discover each other. And are in love with each other – absolutely, unashamedly, unreservedly.” –Russell T Davies

“It’s a love story. It’s like love at first sight, in a way.” –Christopher Eccleston

“To all intents and purposes, it’s a love story, really, the Doctor and Rose. Rose is clearly in love with the Doctor. And as time goes on we realize that he’s rather fallen for her.” –David Tennant

“The Doctor is literally thrown into this bizarre new circumstance before he's properly gotten himself together after saying farewell to Rose, who was the love of his life.” –David Tennant

“I think Rose was unique in the sense that she loved him and he loved her back. And it was more than just a hint. It was deeply emotional.” –Freema Agyeman

“The Doctor and Rose love each other. I think it's that simple.” –Euros Lyn

“She’s the one woman, the one human, that can make him better – that can make him a bigger character, a better man.” –Julie Gardner

“From first holding the Doctor’s hand to a farewell on a beach, Rose is the Doctor’s reason to fight, to endure, to ensure there’s light in the darkness. Together they can achieve anything. As Episode 9 describes it, they are the stuff of legends.” –Julie Gardner

“He loves this woman so much.” –Julie Gardner

“Obviously and quite overtly, really, the subtext of this show is that the Doctor is hopelessly in love with Rose.” –Steven Moffat

‘We struggle so hard to hold on to these things that we know are gonna disappear eventually. And that’s really noble.’
— Lily, Season 1, Episode 17

‘That’s life, you know, we never end up where you thought you wanted to be.’
— Marshall, Season 2, Episode 17

“I remember how she makes me feel, I just don’t completely remember her. It’s like I’m trying to preserve something that’s already gone.”
- Ted

“Once upon a time there was a boy who loved a girl, and her laughter was a question he wanted to spend his whole life answering.”
—Nicole Krauss, The History of Love

"You told me once that you weren't a hero. There were times where I didn't think you were human, but let me tell you this. You were the best man, the most human....human being that I have ever known and no one will ever convince me that you told me a lie. I was so alone and I owe you so much. Please, there's just one more thing. One more miracle, Sherlock, for me. DON'T. BE. DEAD. Would you do that? Just for me. Just stop it. Stop this." - John Watson

"There are two people you’ll meet in your life. One will run a finger down the index of who you are and jump straight to the parts of you that peak their interest. The other will take his or her time reading through every one of your chapters and maybe fold corners of you that inspired them most. You will meet these two people; it is a given. It is the third that you’ll never see coming. That one person who not only finishes your sentences, but keeps the book."

"There is lightning in your eyes and it reminds me of waking up, that first morning greeting which blinds you like a spotlight; your eyes are two dying stars and their ultra-violet irises are an explosion. There is winter grace to your touch, it is frigid and sparkling like snow in the sun. It -you- invited me in, looked feather-pillow soft but instead of resting under me you melted through my clothes and seeped through fabric to chill charm and cherish me in your cold arms. I didn't feel frozen. There is a fire-breather hiding in your belly; your words are scorching me. They mark my skin like a brand; I am yours. Your voice says pull my string to see what falls out of my mouth; feed me sweet nothings in my ear like quarters in the slot of a vending machine. I can't promise you you'll always love what comes out of me but I can promise what comes out will always love you like the automatic love of an ignorant child which still hasn't heard of the big bad wolf known as loss; I have no filter when it comes to unashamed infatuation, I have nothing to eliminate the feelings before they fall through the cracks. There is no strainer for me to catch these feelings, catch them like you caught me falling down caught me before I could fall into a puddle caught me before I could fall into myself; I am a flower growing on top of the tallest hill and you are the only waters which grow high enough to flood into me. You drown me in you and even in the deluge raining down everything I was afraid to need, I still can breath I don't choke on it, how can I choke on something so weightless? You engulf me in the fire of your belly, you freeze me in the cold of your winter and you explode inside of me like the sun, filling me with candescence. You drown me in you, I am drowning in you; up the creek without a paddle this aqua-blue lazy river I once floated on engulfed in gold hues of splendor. There was a lightning in your eyes. I was helplessly blinded by the explosion. All I saw in my eyes now was you." - Burning In Bliss; I Drown in you - The Venturer

"Darkling I listen; and, for many a time
I have been half in love with easeful Death,
Call'd him soft names in many a mused rhyme,
To take into the air my quiet breath;
Now more than ever seems it rich to die,
To cease upon the midnight with no pain,
While thou art pouring forth thy soul abroad
In such an ecstasy!
Still wouldst thou sing, and I have ears in vain—
To thy high requiem become a sod." - Ode to a Nightingale; John Keats

“Remember the boy who picked you out of the crowd. You were a sunflower in a field of roses and he was a boy who craved something different. Remember the boy who wanted to be your only sun. Remember the boy who held you on his palms like you were the Holy Grail. Remember the boy who told you he likes you because “you are not like other girls.” Remember feeling special. Remember the envious glances—the beacon of light that only shone on you. Remember saying no to party invitations. Remember your Friday nights with Netflix. Remember getting your friends’ drunk texts. Remember almost sneaking out. Remember the door halfway opened. Remember almost crying. Remember crawling back to your bed because “that’s what special girls do.” Remember that boy who told you he likes you because “you are simple, unlike other girls.” Remember changing the way you laugh. Remember carefully planning your outfit for the next date. Remember taking mental notes that he wouldn’t want to see you in more than three colors. Remember hiding away your make-up kit when he visits. Remember that boy who told you he likes you because “you don’t wear short shorts, unlike other girls who dress up like sluts.” Remember giving away five pairs, saying you’ve outgrown them. Remember shedding more than just your weight. Remember that boy who told you to “never change because you’re perfect.” Remember saying the word “perfect” over and over until you’ve confused your name with it. Remember carving it on the roof of your mouth to remind him every time you kiss. Remember shape-shifting into someone different just to fit into his embrace. Remember being stupid. Now learn. Now forget.”
— "I like you because you’re unlike other girls."; Alahna Sy (via fauxpoet)

"He’d been too attached, almost from the outset. Far, far too attached, too emotional in a way he had not consciously allowed but fallen prey to all the same. Because she was sanctuary; she was sunshine and open plains under any sky, rainstorms and quasars and spiderwebs and star nurseries a hundred-million light years wide, she was youth and wonderment and a bursting electric pinpoint of infinite potentialities, a white hot spark of impulse and joyful mortality. She was empathy and deep compassion, she was selfishness and want, quick humor and brazen guts, the dichotomy of courage and cowardice, she was the entire human race embodied in a single set of hands and eyes and lips and he’d fallen in love with her with all the grace of a plunging dive off a building and into concrete. He hadn’t even the tools to resist it."



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Tushumushu

Report | 05/31/2019 8:34 pm

Tushumushu

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Luna_BurningMoon

Report | 04/04/2010 7:30 pm

Luna_BurningMoon

I got a random hair up my rump & decided to join gaia again =] How have you been?
Luna_BurningMoon

Report | 01/31/2010 1:00 pm

Luna_BurningMoon

HI,I am wondering if you remember a User called Rustydeath27 ? That is my old Gaia Account (I forgot the password to my account & the email that went with it) I am having to restart my account all over from scratch again & wanted to see if any of my old friends still played on gaia the last time I logged onto that account was in '07
Xxbaby_rockerxX

Report | 04/09/2008 11:55 am

Xxbaby_rockerxX

PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST. IT'S SO DANG TRUE* 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be cursed w/ relationship problems. NO SEND BACKS
Lucinda_Marks

Report | 03/04/2008 3:01 pm

Lucinda_Marks

hey how are you?
The Camera Obscura

Report | 01/07/2008 1:32 pm

The Camera Obscura

I saw you on my friends list and decided to leave a comment. :3
Kimmikittey

Report | 10/27/2007 1:52 pm

Kimmikittey

heya sweetie long time no chat
Shadow2by4

Report | 10/13/2007 2:58 am

Shadow2by4

D: I miss joo too *huggles* I've been fine, save for a busted knee and some girl trouble User Image You?
Laurelindoren

Report | 10/07/2007 2:33 pm

Laurelindoren

That sucks so bad! I'm really worried about getting hacked, because as soon as someone sees that your making money they think hmmm lets make this person miserable because we can!! Stupid bastards!!
Laurelindoren

Report | 08/28/2007 1:01 pm

Laurelindoren

I love your avatar!

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