AboutI am a happy person, most all the time. I am a Mormon, active at that. It makes me who I am today, and I am proud of it.
Next, I am an Otaku- but emotion_donotwant emotion_bigvein I HATE, AND DESPISE YAOI AND YURI emotion_donotwant emotion_bigvein . IT HAS CAUSED ME SOME SEVER MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL TRAUMA, AND RUINED MY LIFE. emotion_bigvein cat_scream HOWEVER- I AM *NOT* HOMOPHOBIC. emotion_bigvein cat_scream Let me explain how I look at ALL LIVING people- cat_surprised I try to look at each person as a WHOLE. NOT just the piece that I don't like or agree with cat_surprised - if I did that, then I would hate everyone for the tiny portions that I don't like about them.
Next is my Complete Obsession with my favorite anime- emotion_bigheart emotion_bigheart Saiyuki. My fav. Character of said show is emotion_bigheart emotion_bigheart Son Goku (/Seiten Taisei) emotion_bigheart emotion_bigheart (which I am even MORE obsessed with! XD) HE IS FRICKEN SEXY. YUMMY. cat_scream AND MINE. MINE MINE MINE!!!!!! cat_scream ........and I don't share...
I write stories, play piano, violin, draw, write poetry, and I LOVE dancing, and being on stage! I just love to perform in plays or in a dance.....just not speeches or singing in front of people...>~>.........
I also LOVE Riddles and brain teasers.
I wish to be a either a psychologist, some sort of psychiatrist, or a physical therapist when I grow up- something in the medical field that doesn't require needles... I HATE NEEDLES emotion_kirakira . But I'm most hoping to become a stay at home mom. ♥
I would like to be in the medical field, so I can help people. One of my older sisters died and that's what made me want to become a nurse at first....until I figured out my phobia of needles.. cat_gonk
Though I may appear quite simple on the outside- (funny, idiotic, random, anime otaku *(again, cat_evil I DESPISE Yaoi and Yuri cat_evil )*, harmless, happy practically all the time, easy going, witty, ADHD, fun, and highly entertaining) I am very much more complex then anything you'd imagine. emotion_awesome emotion_awesome
The biggest things that are key to my character is my obsession and absolute love for Goku and Seiten from Saiyuki, (going so far as to re-do my room entirely in the theme of Saiyuki Gaiden- cherry blossom trees wall paper and plastering the walls with my Saiyuki posters (*and I have a good psychological answer to this obsession*) that and the fact that I'm a techno junkie, using Hardstyle and dancing (mostly my own style) as a catharsis- (creating a feeling of strength and invulnerability and dancing releases endorphins.) Lastly is that I will go through extreme lengths to help my friends, and make sure their safe, even if it means getting hurt in the process. emotion_kirakira I also take great pleasure in helping others, and helping over come their problems and just being someone they can count on.
I am fascinated by everything, mrgreen especially the human body and like to question and find out why we act the way we do. I like to know things deeper than the surface. I also like to find out about myself psychologically and I like to be known and understood (no one likes to be judged- however everyone is at some degree- for example, while someone appears and acts arrogant and cocky on the outside, their only compensating for the sadness and lack of self esteem on the inside.) In Color Code terms, I am 18 Yellow, 12 Red, 11 Blue, and 2 White. blaugh
I fear few things, but nothing more than failure, and disappointing others and God. I suffer from anxiety, and stress over the little details because I am a perfectionist. Despite my own imperfections, I always try to look at people as a whole, with the clear understanding that you cannot possibly know other people without knowing yourself. Yet, at the same time, you can know yourself deeply without knowing anything about anyone else. (I know this may seem confusing, but it basically means how can you understand other people to a full and psychological level, if you don't even know your own self down to that?)
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