Going home is always so hard...Once I'm here I don't sleep right, eat right, feel right....Even right now I can't sleep because it feels to empty without my darling. I can't rest until I hear your voice. Im only able to survive on the thought that soon I'll get to see you again. Here, or there isn't what's important. Just being with you is what keeps me whole..I hope to see you soon my love. And I hope it'll be for a long time again. I got to have an AMAZING holiday season with you and it's spoiled me <3 I haven't felt happiness like this since I was a child and I never want it to end..I hope tonight you're having sweet dreams of our adventures and that soon we can start our routines again so I can actually sleep and not feel so sicky...I love you Nick Diakiw...and I need you so much....
..I could really use one of your big hugs right now...
Oh my darling..We are coming up soon to the time where I get to be back in your arms again!
Even with Nick buns by my side it feels so lonely not waking up and seeing your handsome face...
I don't think even a month with you is not good enough..I want every day!! But I promise you I'm going
to treasure each and every moment we get to spend together. I can't wait to kiss you under
every christmas light I see and wake up Christmas morning and make love to the biggest
gift of all!! I love you Nick Diakiw..I love you so much...I admire your courage..and your
strength beyond words..I wish I could be half as good as a person as you. I hope someday
I too can grow up and be just as wonderful and dedicated as you are..I hope you can
wait for me to catch up <3 I promise to try hard as I can to keep you always smiling
I want to welcome you home each and every day with open arms and bring you
home nuggets when youre sick and play games with you and make each and every
day something special inside <3
Happy Holidays Darling.
I'll be seeing you soon!! heart