There's not much to say about me, except
I'm a softy I guess unless you annoy me a lot. I don't really know what to do most of the time because the "role-models" I'm supposed to have at "this age" are gone, so it's all about trying and even if you mess up, that's what life is, a really big mess up of a lot of different things, and sometimes people don't think about everything that's smartest to think about. Sometimes you don't have to do anything to overcome fear except look forward to things that will make your life worth living for, sometimes looking back is fun to see what a goof you were or how funny or great things could have been, but looking forward can offer better things, cause looking back can also wreck things for your future, and making good social choices being nice rather than having loads of rude fun, unfortunately. I'm real shy when it comes to making new friends, if I look away it means talk to me because I don't have enough courage to talk to someone on my own yet, everyone needs a little push every now and then. We all set goals that we know we can't achieve easily and that's one of the things about being human, is seeing if you can overcome what you set out to do. Sometimes setting a goal is also seeing if you're willing to put something in your life on the line. Making goals is like setting out to get a new look on life, it could be tough, but it can also be tougher if you don't look the brighter way. We all want and think we can do things and sometimes we do them, but you don't realize you can do them all it's just if you have the courage and thought to do it, so even if it's setting to go see a friend in Canada, or going to see your grandparent a couple miles away, it can easily be done, and it'll be worth it most of the time. Taking yourself far from where you are can help yourself see better outlooks on life, taking bigger steps to taking action, or just seeing how you can live with others is always a challenge but it's worth it. Losing control is also gaining confidence. You'll never be able to know everything about anyone, because you'll never be able look through someone else eyes. So sit back and wait for your dreams to be buried. The reason we live will never be answered.