A strange feeling

An empty feeling... Like you're holding the world at arm's length. All questions seem unanswered and hopeless. It seems you're not good enough? Emotions seem pointless. Yet you feel them as vividly as ever. It's like you're the only person in the universe. You wake up in the middle of night... dry eyed. Heart pounding. Confused. Where are you? Is this how you're house always lived? No. It's too cold. Too bare and lonely to be a place where you once sat with your friends and discussed the elections in Europe. So you get up... just to make sure. And you see the same paintings. The wall hangings. The furniture that doesn't seem so cozy anymore. The stain on the floor with a story that doesn't seem so funny anymore. It could be described as misery. But that's too... fake... isn't it? Everyone's miserable. But not you. What the hell happened? Now you're just like everyone else.


One of the most amazing people I've ever met. This is the boy I'd come crying to if I found out I was a raging lesbian.He's one of the only people in the universe who can put up with my s**t and still call me his friend. He's the guy I can watch spongebob with and talk on the phone (with a straight face) about neopets. If he came to my school we would rock Freedom High's world! I love you Dan. BFFFFFLS!


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Last Login: 11/23/2007 11:58 pm

Registered: 12/03/2006

Gender: Female

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Some things

Perfection is portrayed in many forms. There's the erie Stepford Wives version, or the Place where everyone is well dressed and nothing changes. And in all the hollywood examples of perfection, there is one moral: nobody likes too much of a good thing. But, then again, Hollywood has their morals all screwed up. Because flawless is far from a good thing. Heaven is not a place with white walls and beautiful architecty. If we never made one mistake, never told one bad joke, never had any regrets, no bad grades, no embarrassing moments, what would be left? We'd be stuck in a whirlwind of nothingness. And, to conclude, perfection is not about being flawless, it's about having all the right flaws.


Ahh Eric. My b***h fer suuure. The farm one of the group. The cooooooliest horseback man you will ever meet. I promise you that. If you know us there is a 100% chance that we have already made fun of you. I can tell anything to this d00d and know he won't go telling the world. He's hilarious 'cause on the phone he has two personalities: quiet "oh hey..." and the ever popular "heyy b***h". I'll love you forever. BFFFFFLS!

My writing

I left that night
went out of the way
it came into sight
and became clear for me
I let it drown me
as the wind blocked
my torn memories
I fell down a cold sidewalk
and watched my hands
hit the floor
This is
what I've
myself to
This is
what I
got you into
We're both here now
You suffer with me now


I tried
so hard
to make this right.
You're reign is over.
Why couldn't you prove me wrong?
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Itashious_boy Report | 12/07/2007 6:19 pm
hey you remember a guy named Deadly.Injection?
midnightmare HxC Report | 11/23/2007 11:21 am
midnightmare HxC
well thanks :]]]]

howz yuur day goinn??
lovabletimes8888 Report | 10/14/2007 7:35 pm
I loves you!!!


-ALEX, lol

ps you missed my b-day on the 9th
lostbutbeingfound Report | 08/26/2007 9:28 pm
don't forget I love you!!!! User Image
Snow Baybii Report | 08/26/2007 8:21 pm
Snow Baybii
Your welcome!! Just believe in yourself you can't go wrong!!
Snow Baybii Report | 08/26/2007 7:12 pm
Snow Baybii
Your pretty stop being emo!!! And Tsubasa is ******** rad, so that makes you rad for loving it too!!!!
TinaNina1 Report | 08/26/2007 4:27 pm
i guess
RoiMustangu Report | 08/21/2007 9:37 pm
Wow do you even go on Gaia anymore?
TinaNina1 Report | 08/17/2007 5:57 pm
lostbutbeingfound Report | 08/15/2007 1:43 am
Anne Pany! Hi, lol sorry I couldn't help myself