........i have suffered..i can't burden you. i don't want you to burden me either..as bad as that sounds that is what you are asking to burden each other..if you are done with me then don't talk to me anymore..that'll hurt but just like other in my own life that have said they will stay forever..when they said goodbye it was final. and i've realized that now. and as mucha s that hurts me. i know you hurt..i just..i'm sorry okay...i hate seeing you act like this
look..calm down and take a deep breath.
really what is going on..your breaking down again i see that but saying "******** nothing" that doesn't answer me. i'm not going to sit back and be a councelor anymore i love you and you know that. i am one of the people who does care about you. and you know xxx-reaper does too so don't give me a lame bullshit excuse saying that no one does i may sound harsh right now but you need to get better..okay? look i really care and i miss you so much. the way we used to be able to talk all night and all that crap without you leaving and going away. i know you can't come back anymore. you need to be strong as hard as that sounds coming from me take it from me