i cannot speak at all... i am one who knows not her place... apparently... i am that of an ignorant, arrogant girl who knows not when to speak. alas, i have tried and tried... but i cannot even do that which i feel is right, but my standards.... i am no longer on speaking terms with my 'father'. and i have angred my mother.... and yet i kno not what i have done. all this stress... all this confusion... drives me to the brink on insanity again... i weep for all i do not know. all i want now... is a lap to cry on. i am not this perfect child they wish to see me as... i am just a girl... with many problems... with much confusion...
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Ignore this BS.
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