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I love Bunnehs! But I love Winter more!

WOULD U?
[_] go out with me?
[_] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] let me take you out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] cut some rug with me?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] be my bf/gf?
[_] have a fling with me?
[_] let me buy you a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] give me a piggyback ride?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] LOCK ME IN YOUR ROOM AND TRY TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap that a**?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] carress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] borrow a pair of my underwear if yours for some reason got ruined?
[_] let me borrow your underwear if for some reason mine got ruined?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle wit me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[_] aquintences?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

answer these for me
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...
[_] done with this survey?
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin bout me?

I woke up this morning and couldn't manage to get up so I slept alittle longer than I should have but it was worth it. I have my hair done all cute-like and stuff because my aunt decided she wanted to experiment so my hair is straightened out. I have these nice earrings on too that my mom gave to me they rock. I'm in a generally good mood considering it's so hot outside and i felt like i was cooking. Hehe. Anyway this wave of relief came over me last night while i was watching Billy & Mandy. I think things are gonna get better from here, not just for me but for everyone. Well, I'm going to go roam and stuffs.

Love ya lots,
Crys heart

Well to be completely honest I feel like s**t. I feel taken advantage of and un-loved. I know that I'm stupid to think that way but I can't help it. I have to keep my head up,though. I have to just put on a smile and get through all this. I'm confident that happiness is on its way. I'm also confident that my outlook on life will change for the better. So now I can be happy...I feel a bit guilty that I can but it's all good. I figure no one's gonna help me out so I'll do it myself. I do have one problem. I have no one to talk to really.I mean i have one or two friends i trust that I can talk to and I appreciate their help but there is a person I'd like to talk to that I can't.Funny how life works. When I'm ready its not. I'll work through it though. I think I'm strong enough for that.

Love,
Crys heart

I am such an a**. Nothing I do ever works out.So why do I keep trying? Why do I assume that my love and gentleness will ever do any good? Where does that hope come from? I wish I could be cold and not give a damn but I do. I don't know what to do anymore though.I've run out of ideas and all this is making me hate myself. Why can't i just take on the pain of others? Why can't good people just be happy? Why do I always feel its my fault? Ay, ******** it no one cares anyway. They all have their own lives to live. There's no one I can talk to anymore....I feel like I've been alone all along.

Crystal

1) -AM I-
Am I sweet?-
Am I crazy?-
Am I lovable?-
Am I funny?-
Am I ugly?-
Am I psycho?-
Am I annoying?-
Am I a good person?-

2)******Would You******
Hug me?-
Miss me if i was gone?-
Listen to my problems?-
Hug me if i cried?-
Be a good friend?-

3)******If You Could...******
Give me a new name it would be?-
Hook me up with someone who would it be? (Not a celeb.) -
Hook me up with a celeb who would it be?-
Do one thing with me it would be?-
Drop me one piece of advice it would be?-

4)******Just A Few Questions******
What do u like about me?-
What do u hate about me?-
What is my best quality?-

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Have you ever had a crush on me?
5. Would you ever sleep with me in the back of your parents car?
6. On a scale of 1-10, how would you rate my a**?
7. Give me a nickname and explain it:
8. Describe me in one word:
9. What was your first impression of me?
10. Did you realise that in fact i am a complete a*****e soon after meeting me?
11. Do you like The Pixies? <3
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. If you wrote "Buttsecks" for the answer above: Really?
14. When you last saw me, what was i doing?
15. If you have a secret crush on me and dont want me to know, write "YES" here.?
16. Does my taste in music offend you?
17. Will you put my version of this questionaire in your journal so I can comment about you?

All the photographs are peeling
and colors turn to gray, he stayed
in his room with memories for days, he faced
an undertow of future's laid to waste, embraced
by the loss of one he could not replace

and there's no reason that she'd passed
and there is no god with a plan, it's sad
and his loneliness is proof, it's sad
he could only love you, it's sad

the door swings through a passing fable
a fate we may delay, we say
holding on, live within our embrace
he lit a match, he laid in bed
hoping their dreams will bring her back, it's sad
and his loneliness is cruel, it's sad
he could only love you, it's sad

holding his last breath, believing
he'll make his way
if she's not forgotten
he's haunted
he's searching for escape

if just one wish could bring her back, it's sent
and his loneliness is proof, it's sad
he will always love you, he said

Talking to my friend again...I'm happy about that and its good to know that I have the support of my other friends aswell.

Crys heart

I spent the whole of yesterday cleaning...and i came upon i card i had gotten from a friend that im not talking to at the moment.It said the i was one of her true friends and that she loved me for who i was...I couldn't read the rest because i began to cry.I just wish I could talk to her and that we could go back to just being happy and stuffs.

Crys heart