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Why I stay with u *starts to cry in Rachys lap*
road trip
in eugine visiting nicknac smile to bad i have to go home tomorrow sad life sucks sometimes when the ppl you love live so far away

watching work videos
sooooooo boring

happy happy
Im so excited i thought I would have had to wait longer to see the one person I love but nope I get to see him monday happy days so excited <3 couldnt be in a better mood

your heart beat
I would kill to hear
your smile
lights up any mood
your warmth
is the best heater out there
your coherence
you see right through any mask
your support
a reminder of my own inner beauty
your will power
honesty is the best trait
your morals
make your the most attractive being in the world

I hate missing you its painful
i need you back in my arms if only
for one minute.

The drugs leave my vein
I count the days without
longer and longer I go
a goal set to I dont know
forever I hope and maybe more
for myself and the one I adore

My head starts to clear
true feeling came like my fear
the truth I hid from myself
this shell I had become
I am freeing myself from being numb

Its clear now as the clouds start to flow
I see my goals as you go
I finally listened sadly is it to late
I really hope this year was more than fate
I will be happy and sober without you
make no mistake
but I still get irate because this state
its not always so great

but I want it and I will not stray
as I fallow this path tell you come
home again and I hope you stay
because when you come it will
be a safe place to rest your head
and I dont just want you in my bed

you have become something so much
deeper than what you really think
always saying you did nothing but
help me continue to sink
but really I needed to to hite rock bottom
so dont think you just fed my problem
your words of wisdom i did listen
i didnt ignore and miss them

so i havent been on this in a wile
gaia has changed so much sense the last time i went on here. it has the notifactions s**t just like myspace and facebook now how weird.
its still really boring to me tho haha and everyone on here is like an a** hole and like thinks there so much better than me its annoying.

this dont even feel like falling

ddd emo d

dont be sad

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