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Welp. I dont know i havent been writing in here lately. But to all my fellow friends... I MISS YOU ALL. I really cant wait until spring break is over now. Its been so boring lately and i havent done anything. I can't believe that so much is happening even over spring break. Ive been feeling kind of left out lately or just not... well.. i really dont know how to explain this. Its hard to believe though that most people are just faking their friendship with me. Now, I cant really tell who my real true friends are. Im tired of people messing around and all this violence. Im tired of all the stress and pressure i have to go through everyday every moment feeling like i dont fit in at all. Feeling like im just there for you so you have an excuse or so you could use me or make fun of me by pretending to be nice but actually just getting info so years later you can expose me or make fun of me. Im tired of so many things. Yeah. Some people may say im EMO or whatever. IM NOT! I feel like what an emo person goes through most of the time. BUT that DOESNT mean that i am EMO. Ive been trying to figure out ways to make my life better or at least making me feel happy sometimes. Every year. I have thought that i finally had a true friend that i could trust or believe in wasting my life with. But ive wasted my life so much that im just giving up now. Now, im hoping that might change because of my friends. But who knows if it would last. too much has happened to me that i keep getting second thoughts and other. hopefullty it ends this year. because i have waited TOO long and WASTED to much of my life just to look for that answer.

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