Everyone has friends and best friends. But there are very few who become true friends. Most claim they are. But they aren't. I on the other hand, I don't have the luxary to have many good friends. I'm station in the state of Wyoming. I have one true friend from back home in Minnesota.
But here in Wyoming everyone claims to be my friend. But they always leave me behind. I do have a close girlfriend now. Not that long distance crap. But sometimes I'm feeling that she is my only true friend. Cause she'll always be there for me and I her. Honestly I don't know what to think sometimes.
Ever since I join the Air Force and became a cop, my friends from back home left me. All but one. We don't talk much now, but we'll always know we are there for each other. Sometimes I'm always lost on what to do. Cause I know for a fact, that every one thinks I'm annoying and I should back off.
May be they're right. May be I should back off for a while. Besides I've got my girlfriend and she makes me smile and laugh. I just hope I don't annoy her to the point where she leaves me for good. I just pray that will never happen. As it seems from this point it won't. And I'm gonna do my darnest to keep her as long as she'll let me.
Moving on, I know there are a lot of things she don't care about. Like me grabbing her best friends a** and tits. But I do care sometimes. But I don't think I could go any further then that. Even if I was given the chance to. It wouldn't be right or nor faithful of me, after my promise that I gave her. But sometimes I wish she would join in on the fun as well. But if she doesn't, oh well. I'll live.
For those who clain to be my honest true friend. Please leave me a message. Some comments will be fine, but messages are prefered. Thank you for tose who took the time to read my blog about friends. A lot of people will see my eye on this cause a lot of them understand how it feels to lose a many of friends and have so little and feel like they still don't care for you as they promise they would. Again, thank you for reading.
A fading shadow
· Mon Oct 23, 2006 @ 03:14pm · 0 Comments