I feel bad about last Sunday. Mari, Red, and I went to Ruin in Hollywood and I drank waaay too much. I don't remember sh*t at all.
I can't even type what I had to drink, it makes me sick thinking about it. It just sucks. I made a fool of myself, and I didn't even get to have fun. :/ Jermay took a bunch of embarrassing photos of me stumbling around Hollywood. Ugh. He even posted that sh*t on Facecack. -______- NEVER, f*ckING, AGAIN.
That Nicole lady invited me out for a "Goth Social" at Billy O's last night, but I'm not really in the mood for partying after that incident Sunday night. I guess there's another thing she invited me to today as well, but in LA at that same bar we went to for that noise show last week. Idk if I'm up for it. Maybe if I don't drink anything and just stay completely sober. We'll see. I feel like just chillin' for the rest of the week since X-Machina is this Saturday. I just wanna take it easy maan.
I think Gaia is slowly growing on me again... I'm remembering how nice it is having a place to get away from all the drama of the real world is... I just better not become f*cking addicted. LOL
· Wed Aug 21, 2013 @ 01:35pm · 2 Comments