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All I ever wanted,
Was to be happy,
But is that possible in this life?,
They would always say,

As long as you have the one you love,
It matters not where you are,
But should I just give up,
Call it quits?,

I'm burning down a house,
That doesn't even exist,
And I can't seem to get out,
I'm surrounded by this smokey mist,

What am I going to do?,
Can I really stay here that much longer?,
What am I supposed to do here,
Hope that i'll be happier?,

Panicked,
I don't want to admit it,
But that's what I am,
Scared out of my mind,

I can't see what's to happen after tomorrow,
I just don't know, I don't know, i just....
All these tests that I have to take,
This crush that you've seemed to make,

People tell me that I'm very blessed,
But all of this just feels like a ******** mess,
Did I spill that blood on the wall?,
Maybe I didn't do it at all....

Maybe.....It'll be ok.