I guess I owe an explanation to anyone who gives a crap on this website about why I keep losing contact with people and going offline for extended periods of time. The truth is I've been trying to get my life on track since my mental breakdown last year. It's been very rocky. I've also become very lazy with my social sites. It's not that I don't like you guys, I've just been trying to live my life. I've learned a lot about myself since I went offline, I've discovered my real sexuality, and the real reasons behind my breakdown. I've been working on my writings, and expanding my horizon for the future. Please forgive my disappearances, it's not you guys at all, it's me trying to cope with something and live.