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Dear bro,

First off, if you're gonna propose to me, you better do it on this account!!! Everyone knows it's HikaruxNaoto 5eva. It took me a few days to find what you wrote to me, but when I did, I cried really hard. It was painful to read. As I was reading it, tears were streaming down my face, but I kept reading. Then when I was done, I went and curled up on the bathroom floor and cried for a long time. I thought you hated me, so it's good to know you don't. The color my hair is now is not my natural color. I have it a reddish brown right now, I wanted to try something new. As for the car... I was debating between if I wanted a rich a** Hikaru car or not. I don't know if you know this, but I was in a car accident in January, my blue bug was totaled so I had to get a new car. My dad was going to buy me a new car for graduation. I have the choice of trading in my new red bug for whatever I want. I do want that badass Hikaru BMW sports car... But in red, not blue.

But enough surfacey stuff... I really miss you. Like I've told you a million times, you've been my best friend since I was 15. Sure, there have been times you left, but never like this. I can't tell you how often I think about you. I always wonder what you're doing, and if you're happy. I try to miss Naoto instead of you most of the time. I have SO many songs on my iPod that remind me of Hikaru and Naoto. But in the end, it always turns into missing you... What if we could talk again? We wouldn't talk about anything you didn't want to. I'd never mention my love life or anything you didn't want to hear about. You wouldn't have to add me on Facebook or see pictures. We could just talk on here. I miss our friendship so much. I miss talking to you. I miss you.

Sis