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Poetry By Brooke
**Spirits**
My Hatred for them runs deep
I'm constantly reminded by the memories I keep
I wan to forget and I want to move on
But the evils around when the light is gone
Their presence is cold
Their newness is old
I say things to hurt the people I love
But it isn't me saying it, for they use my tongue
In my bed I toss and turn Spirits possess me and I start to burn
I burn in my chest as I grip my sheets
I pray to a god for my soul to keep
I know your listening and you hear me scream
I convince myself this is only a dream
I open my eyes and it all disappears
I grab my knees and I pull them near
In this fetal position I lay
Waiting for the sun to start the day
The sun is my savior it outshines the dead
Until the night comes and they play in my head

The Devil and I

You walk out on me & u wont comeback
For the devil & I have made a pact
If you leave me or if you cheat on me
You get one chance to comeback & meet me
But if you act as though you've done no wrong
The moment of your death won't be long
He'll take your soul & you'll burn in Hell
You'll burn for the lies & stories that you tell
I'll get to visit & I'll laugh in your face evil


Step-Daddy
You look at me like you know me
like you have a reason to not
let me be ~ Me ~
What have I done to you?
Are you the one who cries?
The one who wants to die?
I didn't think you would
cry, What tears swell up
when you think of
someone wanting to die?
Steveo-types jump off a cliff,
drive your car into a tree.
Mess with everyone else
but don't f*ck with me!
No ~ You act like I
would kill myself.
No ~ Not over you.
A child needs only
one Dad not two!
Your racist comments
piss me off, make me
cry, but it's pointless
just say goodbye

Mom You Can Trust Me Again

You don't have to say a word.
The dissappointment's in your eyes
& all I've done, is tell you
a bunch of pointless lies.
Stories that will haunt me.
Until your trust is gained
right now I'm trying to
not go insane.
Every word I tell you
I can tell is being
thought about. At this
point I know your mind
is full of dought.
I know there is nothing
I can do to make these
days the same for that
I have myself to blame.
I'm not asking you to
forget what I did but to
help me make it right.
So you can trust me
everyday & everynight.

Me
Looking in every mirror I see
yet I still can't see which reflection
is me. Is it the singer, dancer,
the actress I see? Or the best friend,
sister or daughter that me!
Every direction pulling me in
pulling me farther from wanting
to win. Wanting to win but to win
what? That perfect grade & that
fell in my gut. Like when you
jump off a diving board & into
the pool. Or that day when you
fell asleep in school. As my
life goes on my refection
will change. And how some of
them seem far out of range.
Until it is my will & every day
until. I will look in the mirror
& see me striving to succeed.

Dark Angel x5-452 Max
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Dark Angel x5-452 Max
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