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So I found out I can be enrolled in my dream college this August, but when I told Cameron I felt like he got upset. I'm not going this August though, next year I will though. I wanted to do online so I can stay closer to him, but honestly...I want to go on campus. It'll be a better experience for me in the long run. I've always wanted to go on campus, but I think he will find someone better if I left.... I'm in love with Cameron, I never thought I would be because we were too good of friends, but I mean....He makes me so happy. ! I was going to do online classes, but I think going on campus will be easier. I will be able to make more friends, and I won't be stuck in Newnan for the rest of my life. But I will always come back, and I will always be with Cameron.... I can picture me being with him for the rest of my life. I've been stuck listening to the same song endlessly. Ocean Avenue by Yellowcard

Ocean Avenue
Yellowcard

There's a place off Ocean Avenue, where I use to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping in all day, staying up all night.

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day, staying up all night.

If I could find you now things would get better.
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
let your waves crash down and take me away.

There's a piece of you that's here with me
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that you're here tonight

If I could find you now, things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down and take me away.

...etc :p