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Hey there, what's up? doing good lately? good if yes.
As I write in my journal before this, MY CHINGU
He is a really good man. Seriously, no lie, even he is not
a responsible brother, but that can be change, I hope you
can change that attitude someday. Everything is possible if you said so. crying crying
That's really touching. This is just the place that I can say my feeling out loud. Because he can't read it. He doesn't have gaia acc. eek
Haha, well, I really don't have feeling for him. Seriously, no lie. No use to lie, but, this is me, this is me, you should know, this is what I am . I always worried about
my friend. Expecially for you, because we have lots in common. So, I understand you, (Maybe not everythingabout you that I understand,) Then, you understand me.
I hope you do treasure this moment. That's what he said to me, and ofcourse, I want to say it to you, but, I am afraid, I am too afraid to say it .
Because I don't want to have a short and unreasonable answer from you.
That what I am afraid of, please, don't make me sad anymore, I just want you to have a happy life. I felt sorry for you with what had happen to you .
sad I can't erase your image from my mind, I felt bad for what had happen to you,
so, I blame my self for that. I torture my own feeling. AND, it was hurting so
much. I can't do it anymore, so I start blaming you. I am so sorry. It was all my mistakes. I am really sorry, but I can't apologize, I just.. I'm not brave enough to admit my mistake. Sorry sorry sorry. I just happen to realize it. Sorry. So sorry
... I don't know what else should I say. Please, if you can just accept my apologize. If only you can read this and understand it. Please, I am begging you.. Please be happy after this. Don't even bother for my life anymore. I don't want you
to be sad anymore. I am so sorry that I always make you worried. I . . ...
Don't know what else should I do... crying
 Princess Emily The Hutt · Sun Dec 01, 2013 @ 02:19pm · 0 Comments |
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