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~Kal Green Original~
I am just about to break.
I am inches from the edge of this cliff and I dont know how much more I can take.
My world is collapsing down on me.
It is crushing everything that I can see.
I see the same image playing over and over in my head.
Me jumping off of this cliff and landing on the ground, dead.
I move closer and see the rocks below.
A little voice keeps telling me to go.
"Just do it, you know no one cares about you."
And as I hear this voice I know you are watching everything I do.
By now I already have one leg over the side.
I began to wonder if you would really care if I died.
I thought back and wondered what if you had said yes.
Would it made our friendship worth more or worth less.
As I fall over the edge this is all running through my mind.
I am not afraid of death but I am afraid of what I might find.
The ground is getting closer and I dont know what to do.
The only thing running through my mind now is you.
If I would have said "I love you" would things have ended a different way?
Maybe I would have gotten to see your face again, even if for only one more day.

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