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	My random s**t. . . my "new account" read to find out more....

	Sorry.
	Sorry.


I'm sorry everyone. I have been very bad to myself. I know that I shouldnt but I am. Please forgive me. I Love you all. There are a lot of things that I have been doing are, cutting...alot, I have choked myselfself with my chains, and maby some other stuff. Im have been extreamly depressed, and Im not sure why. I'm sorry, about everything. I love you all. For give me.. . . . . UPDATE! Here's whats been going on lately... Well, you all know how depressed and st I get and how I cope with it...cutting, About a day or two ago, my mother decides that she wants to 'clean my room' while I'm at school. I had no idea about it..When I got home, i was home alone. I whant to my room and saw it was cleaner than usual. So I get pissed off. I chck the place that I normally keep my "naughty things" and EVERYTHING is GONE! So I get really mad and start crying. I through stuff around the room and punch the walls. Then I whent to the kitchen and I grabed a knife and cut the hell out of my arm. After a while I relax and grab a phone, go out to the car and I call Jordan, to help me calm down. It helped a little. I get off with him and I call Harley, but none picked up. I tink that I may have then tried to call Ashley, but maby not. I called JB's house and I talked to Micajah for a bit then called back Jordan. Then when my parents got home They actedas if nothing ever happened. Yeah, so thats some of the st thats been going on....I may post more later.... <3 ~Lena~ [~pyrofreak~] · Wed Nov 23, 2005 @ 02:19pm · 0 Comments


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