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	in the hospital once again....
	in the hospital once again....


this is my second time going to the hospital... and the sad thing is that its for my U.C. Well they took my blood work and the doctor came in and said that my white blood count was high.... he said that it could be my body fighting off something or that it could have gone up due to the pain. crying I wish I was normal! its really sad to think that I am killing myself just to keep the roof over my husbands and my head. xp I have applied for disablity and was told that I couldnt get it all because of a job a did have when I wasnt having a flare up. So I am hoping that all goes well for me.... Jmans Wifey FTW 2008 · Fri May 15, 2009 @ 05:45pm · 0 Comments

	my life...
	my life...


Damn it to all who dont give a ******! I swear I am trying my damnest to keep my st somewhat on an even pace... but something has to ****** it up! I am basically slowly killing myself just to get a job and to get health insur. along with trying to keep the roof over my head and food on my table, BUT i can bearly keep that, my health is going down hill faster then i can blink an eye. I am so damn depressed it aint funny. This and runescape.com are the only two places that I can escape this reality that I call life. Jmans Wifey FTW 2008** · Tue May 05, 2009 @ 06:55pm · 0 Comments

	I Feel like I want to curl up into a tiny ball and die!!!!!


sweatdrop That is something that you dont want to think about. gonk But i swear i feel like I want to st my brains out eek i hate having what i have and if you read the last blog i wrote then you know what i am dealing with kinda... crying my tummy hurts and i feel like i have to go more then i want to... eek i get the eek i got to go and when i go i just go pee and thats it, i might pass some stinky a gas but thats it. sad yeah some of you guys that read this might think cheese_whine you want some cheese with that wine. but you have to be in my shoes to feel my pain. i have looked grim in the face and was about to have tea with him when i was 15 and looking death in the face isnt something to be all happy about, i was scared! i wanted my damn mommy but now that i am dealing with it again i am thinking the same damn thing i want my mommy and my hubby with me along with my baby puppies. If you want to add me on my myspace you can see me and my hubby along with his whole family and i keep that updated mostly. Go to this arrow www.myspace.com/robinmidnight oh and for all of you who have know me as robin or namida my real name is Erin Dooley ~ heart ~ Lets make the first elephant not forgotten anymore! Jmans Wifey FTW 2008 · Tue Feb 10, 2009 @ 11:13pm · 0 Comments

	Falling apart!!!
	Falling apart!!!


I never told anyone this but a few of my husbands family members... Well cry I have Ulcerative Colitis and Ulcerative Proctitis. I have had the first one since I was 15 and the second I was told I had on January 20, 2009. Both I will have cry for the rest of my life. I hate having them both because I cant eat all the stuff I use too. And If I get to stressed I could land myself back into the hospital.... scream I forgot I already went to the hospital for this damn this thing already... I was in the hospital on 12/29/2008 and I hated it. I mean it sucks being poked and proded by doctors and trust me I was sore really sore! I am still not 100% better! Which sucks cause I am bleeding out my a every now and again! and my husband saids everytime I fart that I am going to blow up the shitter eek ! I have had things put up my a too many times redface xp eek and when you are really sore down there you dont want st shoved up your a scream I crying my eyes out cause of it. When I was in the hospital and when your a 21 year old female the doctor wants to make sure you dont have no infection down there so he has one of his lackys to stick a bar of soap and a needle up there xp redface I didnt like it one bit! I felt like my bladder was going to pop. then I had to piss like there was a ****** race horse! Well thats it! know you all know what I have. Jmans Wifey FTW 2008** · Thu Feb 05, 2009 @ 07:18pm · 0 Comments

	My 21st Birthday is coming up!!!!
	My 21st Birthday is coming up!!!!


Hey all I just wanted to post something about me turning 21... oh boy I am broke have no job and no money what a birthday I am going to have.... So please wish me a happy 21st birthday on October 23, 2008 Jmans Wifey FTW 2008 · Tue Oct 21, 2008 @ 04:56pm · 0 Comments

	Being dumped then taken then finally i tied the knot.
	Being dumped then taken then finally i tied the knot.


the subject says it all, my ex dumped me cause he wanted something that i couldnt give him, and to make matters worse it was two weekends before christmas. so i was on myspace looking for friends to add to my list... when some weird guy well wat would you think if you where keeping to urself when u get a pm from someone u didnt know. Well i was a little scared at first but i started to answer the pms and then next thing i know i was giving him my address. well lets say I wasnt single or unhappy. He and I moved in together on christmas cause i was kicked out of my ex's house. so we were made to find a place to live it took awhile but we finally got out of there and well we got hitched on june 16 2008. and after that its been good. ~ heart ~ Lets make the first elephant not forgotten anymore! Jmans Wifey FTW 2008 · Wed Aug 20, 2008 @ 04:18pm · 0 Comments

	F-R-E-E-D-O-M! Sweet freedom at last Whoot!
	F-R-E-E-D-O-M! Sweet freedom at last Whoot!


OMFG! I can't believe that I don't live at home anymore, I left my parents' house tuesday and now I am living with my really good looking gothic emo Boyfriend. I turned 20 on the 23 of October. One more year til I am 21 ^.^ I am so happy, Oh and I am bisexual too so ****** all ya if you dont like it. I am still cool to hang out with. Jmans Wifey FTW 2008** · Mon Nov 12, 2007 @ 11:25pm · 0 Comments

	Something Stupid
	Something Stupid


I was at work today helpping my mom when i had to stuff checks. and you will never geuss what i just happen to do to one of the checks. I cut it in haft, the look on my mom's face was eek after we found it in the trash can. I sat on the floor near the trash can with a sweatdrop xp kinda look on my face. I felt so bad too. So now on I will think before I cut... so to speak. Oh and my entrys will be updated whenever i have a chance to get online. Please enjoy reading my entrys. Some of them might be funny and some might not be. Jmans Wifey FTW 2008 · Thu Mar 16, 2006 @ 01:39am · 0 Comments


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