I really think it's time..I wrote in here...

Listen, because you know who you are:

I love you so much, and I felt like such a liar when I read those old messages. Everything is falling apart. And don't argue with this, because it's all my fault. I don't have the capability to handle...the love you gave me. I'm foolish, childish, anything like that. I shouldn't have let you think...that I...that I loved you like that. Really, I know this might hurt, and maybe I should have sent it in a PM. But I think that, people might...need to know how much I messed up this time. For those that have known me for a while, you probably know of my past relationships. I think that..I've been left and hurt so much, that I can't take it anymore. I know you'll never leave me, but it's just habit. I guess this was pointless to put here but..whatever. I don't think I'll ever let myself forget what happened here...I think that..I love you