Said I might contact her at the 5 year mark. Uh... f*ck that sh*t.
Been there, done that. Saw one. Black hair, big tits, incredibly tight hole, sweet, talkative but not too much so. Had a good time, but can't see her again because she left the region. I was hoping to find a regular. It's in the budget after all...
I need something to decrease my libido. Don't know which doctor to ask, but I'll bring it up next time I see my general doc.
Which makes me think...vasectomy. Still haven't done it :/
Anyway in somewhat chronological order:
Left the old company and had a month off.
Friends and colleagues had been talking to me about picking up girls. "You're good-looking" "Do it! You'll succeed!" "There's no way you'll fail. Just don't be so direct". Well, I tried. I seriously tried. Asked girls out. Tried online dating. Called up friends I had always been meaning to ask. --> NOTHING
Dani (the only Tinder-f*ck I had in... March?) was clear about not wanting any more physical stuff.
I did find out that Denmark has many beautiful girls. Went over to visit a good friend. It was really good to see him again. He's nearly like a brother to me. Although we have so much in common we are still different - and that's good.
Emilija touched down and it was clear after a week or so that she wasn't here to find a job. She wanted to, but did nothing for it. She needed to get out of her depression.
June was relatively quiet actually. Emilija did go out a lot, but I didn't join.
I did start my new job then, which was nice.
Not much happened then either. Honestly... I can't even remember anything noteworthy. ... oh wait.. boat trip with my good buddy from Denmark! Good times smile Still waiting for his cousin to reimburse me!
It must've been that month with my first real date ever. It actually happened by mistake. A friend's friend ( Van ) told my friend (Heed) that she thought I looked like John Legend. She also mentioned (to him) jokingly that she wanted a date with me. Heed sent me a text leading me to believe she had actually asked him to send a message. Anyway, long story short, I got her number and we went out, made out and then... she lost interest due to my honesty (no gf please!).
Another girl told me I looked cute and since that never happened before I suggested we go have a bite a lunch (we work in the same area). She thought it was a date - I didn't... I see my mistake now. She found I was too hesitant and yet direct so she lost interest.
Then my bro arrived and good times were had. Went out to a club, didn't give a f*ck about girls and danced our asses off. Best clubbing experience I had. Just don't give a f*ck about picking up the other sex or getting attention and it's amazing.
Emilija and my bro left. The mother with the kid also did, but the new girl had a problem with Emilija sleeping on the couch for a week. She made a big fuss about it even before moving in (2 days before) although it had been made clear to her ("can she stay for a while?" "ok, that's great, it'll be for a week. max 2" etc. etc. ). The new girl is just plain crazy, dishonest and untrustworthy. NEXT!
So this month and the next will be about finding a replacement.
Oh, I am planning to go skydiving. Getting my license so that some day I plunge to my death smile I still fantasize about suicide by skydiving... but that might not be the best way to go if I want my life insurance to be paid out to my family... I'll find some way to do it.
· Thu Sep 24, 2015 @ 08:53am · 0 Comments