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I broke up with janet and now i dont even know anymore what to feel. I feel a certain guilt choking me to death every night now when i go to sleep. what does this mean? I've been done this relationship stuff with 7 other girls....y does this one hurt. maybe i miss her and the times we had maybe its all coming back......i dont know and i dont understand. is it love i feel or is it a tase of what it's like to miss what u cherished he most. I feel like a part of me has been ripped away and even thrown away into some garbage can storage....i need sometime to think.