WHO I AM

i wake up every morning
i greive....every second
ppl judge me becuz of my feeling
but if they knew any idea who i was
they would think other wise
ppl dont know how it feels to be me
how it feels to be knocked down every second
i feel pain everywhere
and sometimes it feels like my heart isnt there..
but my mind cant decide
wether to be suicidal or to servive
but i guess in the end
im really who i am..
~richie~