When someone you know (Your Father) has lied for about 90% of his Life to you and Family, you then think part of those times what he has said was "I LOVE YOU" how many of those where lies?

How many "How are you doing?" was to be nosy and try to be a part of a Life he wasnt "Really" interested in being a part of.

And last, how many "Have a Good Days" where nothing but just to be talking to me and not meant to mean anything.

But! Im moving past that, Im working on forgiving him, thought he doesnt deserve it,

Now the next part ifs working on my other issues,

Self -Worth,
Self - Hate,
Feeling Of Inadequacy,