im finally 17 now but not much has changed...i got a psp and $47 from my aunt and grandparents...thats about it....i talked to my mom earlier today and she told me that one of my best friends thats like a little brother to me died in a fire...that just gives me another reason why i shouldnt be alive...i wonder if thats the only reason god made me...just to live out my life watching my closest friends come and go.i wonder if he emade me so that i could watch all of my friends die in front of me until i have nothing left.I wonder if hes just doing that so he could see what ill do when they're all gone...well ill tell you...when you have nothing to live for and no one to live your life with its pointless to live so ill just kill myself.allowing no one to stop me...until then ill just be waiting for that time to come...
Ezequel Kierrn · Fri Jan 13, 2006 @ 05:00pm · 0 Comments |