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I don't write daily, just when important things happen.
Long time
May 25, 2015 was my last post.
How are you all doing?
I bag at Ingles from 12-4, Thursdays and Fridays-$8/hour. Randomly work in dad's office for like 2 hours a week at 9/hour. I just file, make packets and do the shredding.
Niether of those are hard at all.
I have been in a relationship since August. He's very devoted, full of love and generosity. We've been saying "I love you" for months already. He's so excited to have a relationship. He's met my family and they all love him. My mom adores him. My dad keeps asking about a job for him.
He has some Native American in him. He lives by those philosophies. He's an Eagle Scout, but quit bc of the stupid politics and a couple of the head guys. He loves Native American crafts. He's currently working on a Loose Fan. We've learned the Peyote Stitch together. It's pretty cool. He's introduced me to Magic The Gathering. I like it. He likes hunting and camping and has multiple guns in his house. He's not rich, but ohmygod he is so adorable and sweet!
It's the first equally beneficial relationship both of us have ever had.
For my birthday, he got me a badass T-Rex skeleton necklace from DragonCon. For Christmas, he made me a set of really ******** awesome steampunk goggles. And for Valentines, he made me a Native American necklace from scratch.
I can't compete with those. But things are not what's important to him. It's time and words, I think.
I've spent every weekend with him ever since August. We've made plans to go out of town, camping, to flea markets, ..even a couples retreat.

He's a 4XL. His size does not bother me in the slightest. But I really worry about his eating habits. He's talked about dying before and is making an effort at getting healthier. Really, it's because I asked. If I was not in his life, he wouldn't give a s**t.
We'll go to a comedy show at some point, I'm sure. and he wants to take me to shoot guns. He has a pet snake and spider. I love that snake.

I'm on the list to live somewhere else.
There's an adorable lesbian couple who would take me in, but...mom has put too much thought into it and decided their apartment is too small. Yea, it's cramped and I'm not used to such close quarters. But it's not like I'm gonna be trapped in there, like I am in this house. These two love movies and travel and company and going out...
Even if it is cramped, I think it'll be decent. They're my age just about.
So I mean,...the people are lovable and fun, they are not oppressive, they like going out....Yea, the apartment is small, but I think it'll be so much better then here.
And they want to have a baby at some point. They even invited me to go to Germany with them!! They're so excited about all this. How can mom say no??
It sounds like an incredible opportunity to me.

Ok. So it was just plain expensive. That was why she said no.

Turns out I'm allergic to dogs, cats, trees, grass, and dustmites. Need shots. Fine. I don't care.

Oh! In April, I called a writing coach bc I wanted to get started on that autobiography. What I was wanting is actually a memoir. It took 9 months, and now I'm totally finished! It needs to be edited and published, but I've done my part. I have a book, you guys!!

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