Ok well i thought not much of just that maybe its missplaced or I DON"T KNOW! gonk Ok well its been a month since i haven't realize because just now i was like ok well why i only just got my new one around an where I haven't seen the other or even look at the for awhile ninja But as late i took looking i didn't get to the lab at 7 because i took hr looking now its like there my life journals with ideas skeches and pomes ect.. a hole teen life warth of work and mimories gone. So now i got to go to everyone i know i showed for a month or from last mimories to find it and i hope i didn't left it in a hotel 6 in barstow californa gonk crying It would disapoint me pluse now i don't trust no one or will show any of my work tile i find thoughs books Oh man im almost 20 and now look what a mistake i did as a teen ya i thought i would always keep them with me and wach all thoughs who looks at them. IM LOST! xp crying gonk Now i don't know what to do eceept to clean look spy and back track what a life and Im going to retreave everything i lend out and give back that i borrow and i mite even give up and throw away a lot of my stuff to even find them. Its my life to be an artist but i can't if my work is everwhere. Now this became personal so sorry if i don't show much on deviant or gaia. But it will be like this till i get all my degrees a good layer and everything im my name in a posanlized book before everyone could see my work and i was happy to share to see the response now what can i do?! cry evil crying
RoSi3_RoSe · Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 09:25pm · 0 Comments |