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I'd kiss the breath of life good-bye happily if I was seperated from the ones who love me and whom I love. Very few remain that can be spoken of truthfully. And only one can I be near.

MY SPECIAL PEOPLE:

Brian
Bella
Megan
Ali (my sister)
Cy


Thank's for reading because your interested! Please don't read if you just want to pry into my life with no emotion what-so-ever. I'm tired of PMs from people I don't know telling me things about my own life which they have NO PART IN. <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3






YOUR LOVELESS SLAVE


We jumped off the deep end
I'll always remember the way you'd smile
A smile just for me when no one else was around

When rain fell to the gorund, freezing our emotions
I'd remember the way your love would melt even the snow
I'd remember warm kisses on the skin shared under the blanket of night

When morning came I'd grab your hand to ask if you'd stay
The answer was the same every time

You couldn't, of course, you had somewhere to be
Somewhere to be, where you didn't want me

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I'd smile and kiss you goodbye and
Say "I'll see you tonight."
Never returning that affection
The love I held so tight

My heart bubbled every time I saw you
With an unspeakable feeling
A feeling of warmth
It'd soon send me reeling

When she asked if you cared
For me like I did you
You just shook your head
What did you do?

I'm your own little puppet
Created for your amusement
To give small doses of happiness
While my own world caves in

I'm your loving doll
Your dancing Marionnette
My strings are all tangled
My heart is stone dead

You dress me up
And tear me down
You picked me up
To turn me around

You should take care of your toys
Not throw them away
They harbor dark feelings
Revenge is what they'll take

My once joyous eyes
Are now black and lifeless
I move at your whim
What is there but lonliness

No more warm nights
With you by my side
They are distant and cold now
You took me a ride

I'm only your doll
She is your lover
So why do you still come
When your dates are over

I see you two in the halls
Kissing and hugging
You did that to me too,
But only in private

She's found out
My secret love is spilled
She took you away
My love has been killed

I sit here in the room
Where you left me to die
I wonder when I'm gone
If you really will cry

With this needle
And with this thread
I'll puncture my arms and my neck
Until I'm dead

I breathe raspily,
Pulling the string tight
I will end it all NOW
If I play my cards right

Your lifeless doll
Will hang in your room
Proudly on display
With a smile all abloom

They took me away
And laid me in my coffin
To go to the place of Black Dolls
You didn't come running

I never saw you return
The face you had made
The tears you had spilled
When you learned of my fate

I didn't see you that day
When you went to my grave
And left me a rose
"I loved you, not her." You say