As the name says i have a mental block. My guess is cause for some reason I am listening to a country song and for anybody who doesn't know me I hate country music. So far my week has been pretty normal. It's had 1 high point then the rest is rather neutral. Haven't really done s**t. I've had some friends over and took my friend Louie to a prescreening of the Ring 2 which was good and proved to him that i can go a full 24 hours around the same people and not argue. Not that arguing is all I do but it seems that nobody can stand to be on my side. When an issue comes up between my friends and I, no matter the issue they are 99% of the time against me which they don't seem to care if it bothers me or not cause it gives them something to do. And to think about it seems that our lenghty realationship is now based around someone making another one of us angery or to make fun of them. We all do itweither willing or not but I would have to say that 75% of it comes from one person, who has said that if he had other firends he probably drop the ones hes got now which made me not want to be his friend but I enjoy the friendships I have, cause they aren't just friends they are like my brothers. But enough about that. So I took Louie to the movie and he almost instantly leaves me to go be with a girl that hasn't talked to him in a while. So there I am by myself which isn't uncommon. The thing that bothers me is that I only get to see him 1 or 2 times a week and in an instant he smokes me making it seem like our 10 years of knowing each other doesn't mean s**t. Him and 1 of our other friends have seemed to come down with a B.A. complex especially after what he wrote today. What ever. I am done for now. But as always there will be more but if I choose to write about it is to be debated.
· Thu Mar 17, 2005 @ 07:44pm · 0 Comments