new apartment
GAH! I hate being the one that has to do everything. I'm not the only one living in the new apartment but for some reason i have to be the one to take care of all the bills. I have a ******** life too! So let me explain my situation right about now... I'm moving into a new apartment with my brother and Thursday will be our first day. Well, for some reason the stupid water bill, electricity bill, and cable bill will all be under my name only. I already have the electricity and cable bill under my name but still. I'm being chewed out b/c I was supposed to fill out some stuff but other stuff came up for work and i couldn't do it today. yeah i said i was gonna do it but i didn't... so, i got chewed out. they volunteered me. i didn't say i wanted my name under all the ******** bills... i have no ******** money right now... they know that. for the cable/internet there will be a $20 charge that they want me to take care of. WHAT PART OF 'I HAVE NO ******** MONEY' DON'T THEY UNDERSTAND! AND THEY KNOW I HAVE NO MONEY! i just started with Mary Kay, and in that business you have to give a lot before you get any income. it's hard as hell right now and they know that. my brother has never paid a bill other than his car note ever in his life. and now he will and if he can't then ******** that i'm gonna be moving back home and he can deal with that bullshit! it's half and half or nothing at all! i don't know where the hell his money is going right now but it's disappearing and he doesn't have the whore to support anymore so i don't know. i'm just so ******** tired right now and pissed off and annoyed.... and crying. i haven't cried in a few weeks and even though i don't want to right now it feels kinda good to let it out. thanks if you read this far...
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