Bring out my skeleton. Let me relive the past with Wellington. Trust me, if I could change this, I would But you don't want that, like I do Understandable, I'm just unmanageable. Yeah, I'm sad. No, I ain't mad. But I am bad. And not just a tad. I don't know if I'm hurting you anymore, I hope not. Bad enough I feel very sore. Help me God. I feel like a dog. I feel like I'm a cog in this murder machine. Help me get past this fog. I love you, my black angel. I'll continue to be a devil, I'll continue to be the rebel that you love. Or used to, I'm not sure, it just shoots above my head. I guess cause I'm dead. Maybe because I have fled. I only have one last chance to finally be able to finish our dance. I'm sorry.. I knew I wasn't the one. I knew we were gonna' be done... but that doesn't stop me from dreaming about you. I hate speaking this truth, cause it hurts me. It kills me. Which isn't something you want, I know. I should've said, "No." Love me. Please. I'm not begging on my knees.. feet gripped to ground, taking a stand on this melovant land. I wish I could get rid of this brand. "Defected". I've detected this message to explain to you one thing.. I only want you. I'm just gonna' hafta' ta' deal with the fact of being a loner for the rest of my life. But I won't end it. Because maybe time will heal me. But honestly, I don't want to lose you. So... let's fix this. You're in my will. You'd be even if I didn't love you.
I hope one day this story may continue. Don't you?
TonytheBloodPhoenix · Sun Feb 25, 2007 @ 01:01pm · 0 Comments |