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sleeping_beauty_zoey
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Posted: Fri Feb 18, 2005 @ 12:04am

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	God I hate myself... I just got yelled at by my dad because I didn't feel like going to my cousins' house to sleep over. I didn't sleep well last night so I didn't feel all that great today. Someone came to my house at 2:40 and rang the doorbell. we're guessing it was the teacher because she didn't show up today. I was rushing around putting the dogs in they're cage and my parents obviously weren't home yet because my normal teacher normally comes around 3:15 or 3:30. so I ran over to the door and no one was there. then i looked at the drive way and i saw someone pulling out in a red pick-up truck. i couldn't see if it was a guy or a girl and my dad didn't see how I couldn't see that. and i don't really know the difference between new and ol pick-up trucks cause i don't really care. so he got mad when he asked me if it was new or old and i said i didn't know. so now he's yelling because i don't feel like going anywhere and he doesn't understand why because, physically, i'm feeling pretty good. i have trouble understanding my own feelings. so now i'm feeling depressed. I hate myself for feeling the way i do...

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Shadow Serenity
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Commented on: Fri Feb 18, 2005 @ 12:21am


	Aww, I'm sorry! I have almost daily fights with my mom about random... stuff like that. I hate my feelings too, all they do is get in my way... I'm often feeling depressed, but over something different than you crying (well, kinda obvious I guess...) Anyway, hope you feel better soon. cry

Commented on: Fri Feb 18, 2005 @ 03:18am


	yeah, I got a vitamin B-12 shot a while ago (to help with my depression) so I'd normally be worse.

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Commented on: Fri Feb 18, 2005 @ 03:49am


	Now I'm not sure how to take that one... was that shot good or bad? xd I try not to show my depression too much in public, but online and stuff I couldn't care less. stare Anyway... yeah... can't think it's almost 11, I'm going to bed before I die. stare

Commented on: Wed Feb 23, 2005 @ 12:16am


	don't hate yourself zoey it's not your fault crying ..............you know if i get my pocket rocket for christmas(mini motorcycle whee ) i gonna save up some money and have me a road trip cause they are street legal if the lights are functional 3nodding biggrin ................beside we loves you so that should be good enough 3nodding

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Commented on: Wed Feb 23, 2005 @ 05:45pm


	oh poor thing. i understand how you feel. fights suck but they are unavoidable. just stay away from them for a while if you can. as always things will calm down. at least until the next fight.

Commented on: Thu Feb 24, 2005 @ 05:51pm


	thanks guys. (I AM sleeping_beauty_zoey on another acount. lol.)

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Commented on: Tue Mar 08, 2005 @ 09:22pm


	Well Zoe, I hate to say it, but your dad isn't very understanding. And you shouldn't have to go to your cousins house. I mean, you're family, you're close enough. And I can see not knowing if it was a man or woman, or not knowing the difference between the new and old truck. I might know only because my dad has to have a truck for work. It's not always normal knowledge. Have you talked to your mom about this? Personally...I don't see how you can talk to your dad about anything...he really bugs me these days.... stressed Anyway, I suggest talking to your mom about this, thought it's really late now, and about seeing your cousins. I mean, you seem 'em like EVERY weekend, why do you need MORE time with them? It's great if you're close, and you spend a ngiht there every one and a while, but I mean...c'mon...family members aren't noramlly your best friends...and you're stuck with 'em for 2 full weeks over the summer... 3nodding Of course...that's kinda fun....'til they bug us to go outside and play man hunt or hide and seek or whatever...

Commented on: Wed Mar 16, 2005 @ 10:26pm


	damn that sucks zoey hugs i hope you feel better

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