Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

There are many things in life that I do not understand, that none of us understand. Such as, is there a greater being, or are we alone? What do guys really think of that one girl on the cheerleading team.

Although, there is one thing I at least understand. Me. Confused? Thought so.

I am the only one who truely knows what I am thinking right at this very moment. I am the only one who knows if I really am a virgin or if I have really never done drugs and so forth and so forth. Make sense? I hope so.

I am the fifteen year old daughter of my mom. Who was adopted by her parents. So, that makes me the grandchild of those people who have been my mother's 'parents' for her life. I have something to say about that, but I'll leave that for a later blog.

I am only Five feet, four inches tall. I have blue eyes and blonde hair. I weigh X amout of pounds, and I enjoy my share of music. I am homeschooled and have only about three friends that I know in my town, only one of which I hang out with more then once every four to five months. So you could say I am a lonely person, because I am. In some sort of way.

I guess it wouldn't really matter too much as it seems I will be moving within the next two weeks. So if you live in Fort Stewart/Hinesville Geogia don't wait to pm me and chat with me. I am nice.

I am also a b***h, baby pervert, shy kid, funny, friendly, depressing, annoying, polite person, and many other things. I am a well rounded person who has many different moods at different times of the day, week, and month. That is part of who I am.

I can hate a person and still be civil to them. Take this one guy that I know. The only time he ever speaks to me is only to insult me. I have yet to get ugly in his face, although I do know my limits and possably the next time he speaks to me, he shall learn my feelings, either through a well detailed cussing out or through my fist meeting his eye. Now, that may seem a bit rough, but I have taken far too many hits from him verbally and I find it is time that he learns his lesson and shuts the ******** up once and a while. The things he finds "funny" are quite not and just piss people off and hate him even more.

I can tell you why I have chosen the name "Lady Gojyo" as my username, but I'd rather not. It is quite personal to me and love is a big part of it.

I am not your average teenager. I do not try to form myself into a certain way of life. I tend to dip my feet into a "group" every month or so. I can become the 'pop music loving pretty girl' one week and then the next I will be the 'heavy metal is my heart, I am bleeding my heart out, rocker chick' the next. It all depinds on my mood. Weird eh? My music taste covers all genres but Country. That s**t sucks more then a whore on friday night.

Ah, now I come to the way I speak. The way I speak is very southern. I have listened to myself speak and it overflows with southern accent. I have lived in the south for most of my life, weither it was in Texas, or Okalahoma, or North Carolina, or Arizona, or even Georgia. It has always been in the lower half of America, although I have lived in Rhode Island for a few months. Those were the worst months of my life. Also, some of my favourite words are the words of a 'sinner'. hahaha. ******** you if you now hate me because I say '********. s**t. damnit. and hell' just because you aren't a person enough to realise words won't kill you. That doesn't give you the right to judge me because I do.

I have a very dark secret and only two people know about it. Oki and my Mother. And that is probably how it will stay too. So don't ask damnit.

I'm getting tired and I want to watch The Covenant again because Reid, the blonde guy is so ******** HOT. Leave a comment here or on my profile and I'll get back to you. I need some friends on Gaia. lol