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what did i do to screw my life up
what did i do to have this night mare
this is for the broken hearted
like me and so many others
will i wake from this nightmare so soon
or will someone turn it into a dream
a dream to love
a dream to have no worries
am i really what people say i am
i nightmarish person
the one living spirit dwelling hell
i start to believe when this hapens to me
life screwed up
i tink my life is horrible but really is it
i have to shun my black religion be cause my whole entire black family died in a fire
no mom no dad one in prison one somewhere
i have no idea i have no description but i kno now i will forever
what i might do what i might force
to get away and find something to rest on something to sleep
i hope you have read this for one special reason
this might be the last entry for the courrupted guy