Well.....my numbers on my thyroid are off again so that means my rapid weight lose, sudden stomach pains from damage esophagus and the infamous mood swings have kicked it. my fairly new pants are lose on me again....it's been hard to breath lately too. The mood swings are getting to me bad though. i could be feeling perfectly fine and then randomly start crying. I won't even be sad while I'm crying but I can't stop. My anger's been rising too. The patience I usually have with others has once again diminished. I was paired up with two boys for a group project in math today. we spent the first 15 minutes of them arguing on what they get to do in the group. they refused to flip a coin, they refused to pick and number and finally i stood up and yelled "you're the pointer!" pointing to one and "you're and the measurer" pointing to the other finishing off with a "and if you have a problem with it you can kiss my white a** because i don't give a rats a** who's what i just want this done and over with!" kiki...little miss understanding....the girl that helps others solve their problems....oh god the world is ending. later on they did everything wrong and refused to correct themselves saying that they wouldn't want to move the acute triangle they taped on the obtuse box because kiki can do it. i don't want to retrace the graph in marker like i'm supposed to because kiki can. do you know what my job was? i was the speaker because they're p***y's too afraid to stand up in front of class. my job was to talk and that was it. i ended up yelling at them loud enough for the rest of the class to hear " you know what? you can put your stupid a** triangle there because i'm not your god-damned mother and you can do it yourself! you're potty trained! you learned to use silverware! now stop being a baby and do it your damn self! both of you!!!" ....teacher made me go to hall. she came out asked me why the hell i was going insane and i told her i have a chemical imbalance and she excused me from class and didn't call the office on my crude behavior. i'm going to die....
Kitty Kitty Kiki · Fri Dec 08, 2006 @ 08:42pm · 0 Comments |