when nothing is your fate, there's no scenario.
Think what you will, because no matter how many times I explain it, you won't be able to comprehend it because it's so different from your views.
Love does NOT require monogamy, if both sides so agree.
And I'm sick of trying to explain that.
You'll never ******** get it, so whatever.
I'm ******** sick of everyone around here.
I do need to get away from here.
And I will do so.
I'll cut my losses, pack up my s**t, and go.
And you probably won't see me again.
I'll fulfil my end of bargains whether you expect me to or not because that's the way I am.
But don't expect any more than that, anymore.
Because I'm tired, and sick of it.
Knight of Swords... I should have stuck to decisions I made about that in jail.
But I didn't.
But I can't change the past.
All I can change is the future.
I can fix myself, I can rebuild, and I can get away from situations that make me hurt.
So I'll do it.
I can't leave yet.
But until I do, I'd prefer to cut back on contact, because quite honestly I'm hurt and a little bitter.
And when I do leave...
Later, guys. It's been awesome.