my tears at night are like a rainstorm crashing down hittting pavement. my screams are like thunder roaring at the gods but everyone goes at it as if it another day. my emothiond has gotten worse when i found out that someone of such beaty could love such a horrible person of looks and point of view, but yet i never knew the word love till i met ryan but i mieesed th ewhole thing up it was my jealusee that casued me i thought it was to perfect or to good to be true. to ever be with him at first i was serten that i loved him but i guess when i got to know him i knew the comatition would grow. everyday i would think of random things to ask him just to see if he could put up with me but i guess i took it to far.
The pain that day was harsh but yet i didnt know how to take it be said he wanted a brake from me at first i thought how is this possible i meeses my whole life up he did nothing but love me. my fault its been
5 days 12 hrs 15 min and 26 seconds since it happen but i can feel my emo side somming out more and more each second i can not eat nor sleep ive lost 15 pounds since then i just dont think the way i usd to .
each mornning i dont even have to cry anymore all i have to do is look straight nad think of nothing to cry but yeah i know your thinking why am i crying over this guy well this wasnt jsut a other guy he is what some people dotn beilve in he was my
i will alwyas love him o moaater what people say