well i hung out with a really goo friend lee teh awesome goth and spooky grimm and had some fun which i havent had in a while and i am getting happier by the day, but the thing that really bugs me is the fack that im getting called the teen center whore. i really dont mind that but the thin g that really bugs me is people are calling me 3 t because i have a very small diformity and i am getting really pissed off i just want to ******** knock them out, stand over them and say u got knocked the ******** out. but oh well, i am really confused and i just dont understand them right now and i hate that. but life sucks and i hate myself.