lately things have been..better. i work alot, but it keeps me busy, and work seems to be not so bad lately. my home life is good to, my friends seem to be around alot and even my roomates are getting better. though something still feels as if its missing, as always life leaves many things undiscovered. i have had many thoughts and dreams towards budhism. i have left my medetations to a minimul lately, for reasons i dont really know but the time seems to just not have come up. my exercise was recently lacking but now i seem to be starting back on a better schedule, with this i can hopefully continue my physical and start back up my mental exercises. i wish there was a temple near by as i would love to be able to go. anyways i promised this would be a happy journal entry, and it is for me. though some might wonder how happy i really am. the one thing i can say is that it is very nice to have someone show compation towards you, and that kindness is something that lasts alot longer then simple pleasures. i am gifted to have friends who care for me and i am very thankful for those who support me and care for me. if it was not for them i would not be doing this journal entry and im sure many other things would not be done without their support. iwish the best to everyone, and i again thank those who care for me, and i will try my best to care for them the best i can.
turin_turambar · Sun Oct 22, 2006 @ 07:41am · 1 Comments |