I just want this guy to be happy again. I am sure that he doesn't want to be with me anymore. I think he is scared that I may tell people of our relationship, which I wont because I value my life and his life more than that. I just dont think he has feelings for me anymore and I just want some honesty. Yeah, as if anybody actually reads this, and if they do, i doubt that they understand what I mean. Oh well, I will just talk and talk and talk until either my hand falls off or get so sad that I will cry myself to death. I wish I could die really. Then I wouldn't go through the things that I have gone through in my life. Everybody has it so easy and all I have is heartache. I am not over exaggerating and I definately am not a compulsive liar, so if anybody thinks that, they can just f**k off!
flameofpheonix · Tue Jan 18, 2005 @ 09:43am · 3 Comments |