Today was just uckin GREAT
wanna know how it was?
I'll wont tell you.....you dont wanna hear about my boring a** life....
......I'm restricted........from alot of things, over protective grandma, my mom gets all over protective and such.........no one will leave me be......I just wanna be alone......no one will let my even cry to myself......I stay in my room, but they come in......not a day to myself where no one comes in.............Leave me ********' be.
Does the world.......understand loneliness....im lonely.....i need someone to hold me.....im a man i dont need that.....because "they" wont give it to me.......Im thinking about suicide.....it's looking good.....i want them to see my blood and go on with their lives......their selfish if they cry....
Am I selfish for only wanting to be to myself.......they yell at me for being me...they want me to be them....I hate them.....they are human.......i hate humans.....from this day.......I hate you all
.............this is not some crapy poetry........it how i feel.....I hate you..........i hate you all and I will curse this planet when I die.
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