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poems by me
just poems i write. Hey tell me if they good.
I'm in the dark

I'm searchin for the light

I finally found the light

but it lead me to the dark

that light was dark indisgusise

but after meetin that dark that i thought was light

i relized that dark needed my help findin the light

so i took dark by the hand

& even though we both didn't have light we searched together

and with the streaght between us

we found the true light

we stayed together through the darkness

but when we riched the light

i was left standin

& as soon as i was alone dark and light came rush at me

i stayed in the light

but the dark that tricked me went back to the dark

cause i was left alone

so now dark is stuck in the dark

and now i'm in the light

never left alone again





only space between us

y wont you just talk 2 me

am i really that bad of a person

that i need 2 b treated like this

we said we'd still b friends

but ur not being friendly

i know i am but wats wit u

we use 2 b unseprable

now theres only space between us

u never talk 2 me, just hi would do

just so i know that u know i still exsite

i want things 2 go back 2 they way they were

when we just chillied as best buds

i know u want it to

so lets just forget about wat happen

& go back to the way things were be for


Not Beautiful

i can't be beautiful like her
but I can make u laugh,
let u live life to the fullest,
& we'd never have a dull moment
but threres one thing i can't do
i can't be beautiful like u want me to be
all's i can do is be me
& if thats not good enough for you
your not good enough for me...
but i hope u don't let my looks
come between us
cause that would just be ******** up!!!
i look at ur heart
u look at my outside
and hate it
but when u see my inside ur in love
but u remember the outside
and not wat i have inside
she's beautiful but wit a heart of stone
and u and she could never be
as good as u and me





not much different

there are 400 people around me

& still i don't fit in

I'm not much different from them

or am I

i tryed being myself & didn't fit in

i tried being someone else and stll was left out

what do i have to do?

i want to be included so much it hurts

why can't i beone of them

maybe i'm just to shy

but once you get to know me i'm the most out going person u'll ever meet

just give me a chance

that one chance

to show you

i'm not much different from you...

...i just want a friend





not a good friend

you get me better than anyone

i love being around you

but when theres more than me & you

i shy away just wanting to be excepted by all

& i just wish i didn't do that

cause i feel i hurt you

& i never want to see you blue

so next time i will let you be yourself or i can't be your friend

not you but me

cause i can't handel not being liked

your oneof my best friends in the world

& if i can't let you be you when others are around

cause i fear how they see me then i'm not a good friend





BF

there's always that nice guy who hasa best friend

who's a gurl that only sees him as a friend

then there's always the reversal

when the girl likes the guy but he doesn't like her like that

you always figure the other would find out

& see that you were always there for them

in life it never ends like that

it always ends up them not being friends as close as they were before

& the other wishing...

wishing they never told them in the first place





invisible

You look at me like i'm not even there

matter a fact you don't look at me

you look through me

i'm so invisible

but you don't even care

it's kinda hard knowing you can't or don't wan't to see me here

we wereonce that kinda people that you never see apart

now theres only spaces

only spaces between us

& thats hard for me

maybe not for you

but damn its killin me





TRY IT

try my life one day

& end up in tears

try my life

& find no one cares

try it try it

you will wounder how i'm still living

come on you think its so easy

my life is breaking

see my life

its not so grand

want my life

that bad

take my life

go on

just do it

its been so long

my life

needs a change

my life needs

to rearange... EVERYTHING!!






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Clleo
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commentCommented on: Wed Oct 25, 2006 @ 11:51am
Randome person says: o_o I really like the one called BF 3nodding just thought I'd let ya know that's all


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