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Have you felt like an outsider? Always staring in but never out? Like you are alone, never finding what your looking for, or who your looking for...always running but never getting anywhere. I guess I would say that I feel that way sometimes. But it always seems so familiar and yet ever so surprising when I realise that I am in fact an outsider. It's always weird to know that you see people and they see you but, they never forgive you or smile back...heh, I think that most of my entries on my journal are weird but thats who I am. You can't destory someone's personality, but you can destory their very being. It makes no sense I know, look in every word I say there is a hidden secret, another story behind this one, and maybe there is...But you have to figure that out on your own. I have another question for you...what would you be an Outsider? Or someone on the inside?...either way you still lose, for if you are on the inside you never meet that person staring back at you...if your an outsider you have to stare back at the insider, and be all alone, and yet your okay with being alone for some strange reason...Well now that I've given you something to think about, I shall leave you now, with the million dollar question and the hope that you can find the answer.
( P.S. If you do find the answer leave a comment on my profile.)

Ian