love is blis

photoes lost in memory
and she becomes lost in my mind
craveing that needle once more
smoke that joint just on more time
feel good about yourself
feel happy
then depression hits
hits like a bomb
maybe drinking wasn't suck a good idea
it never is
dieing is not that fun either
slits on wrists
gun to the head
takeing one last breath before going under water
too bad I got shot
maybe I could have stop her if I was alive