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I don't think I've cried to hard in a long, long time.
For those of you who haven't heard about the latest Birdo-job news: they extended the project into August a couple of weeks ago. August the 20th. Well, now it's going to the 31st.

And I want to die.

Thankfully because school will be starting early in September, I can leave earlier like I planned - but even staying into August is killing me very, very, very slowly.
It's weird.
Up until last week I was fine with staying - I'm excited that I'll have more money coming in for those extra weeks, because it means I won't have to worry about tuition, christmas gifts, or Birdy-gifts (since I don't buy anything for myself very often). But then all of a sudden I fell apart.

It took a grand total of five seconds for me to go from playing Jak X with my cousins to lying in my room bawling my eyes out because I so desperately want this crap to be over and done with.
As usual I'm of two minds: stay and pay tuition easier, not having to worry about a part-timer through the year unless I want it. OR: go home and be with my family, of whom I've seen MAYBE three or four times since I left at the end of April. Be able to see my dog, who is apparently NOT doing well, and try to get my cats back to tolerating my presence. Being able to call my friends and demand to go see a movie/play games/do stupid things RIGHT THEN. Being HOME. Sleeping in my own bed. Not having everybody angry at me for calling them at home and asking for clarification on mistakes THEY MADE.

I don't think it'd be so bad if I didn't have to call people back.
I was great up until call-backs started for the Census, and then things got hairy.
People - including myself - do not want to be called at their homes by call-center workers!
There have been a couple calls where if I'd stayed on the phone any longer I'm certain I'd have started crying.

ARGH I don't even know why I'm typing about this junk.
Excuse me while I go take a nap neutral