What is love--
what is love; a feeling; or an illusion set by the mind. today i was having fun with my friends as usuall and there was this girl that i liked but i found out today that i really didnt like her. well it goes on when we were watching a movie in the basement with her and the rest of my friends and i was laying by her and she kept asking me to turn towords her and i didnt want to. well she kept asking me what was wrong and i didnt want to say...she kept bugging me then my other friend asked me what was wrong and i told her about me not liking her anymore and she was like why and i just said i dont know i just dont, i dont feel it clicking i dont feel the love, i dont feel anything. then she got up and went and sat back by her. and knowingly she told her and then i guess i broke her heart so then the kept asking me questions and i didnt like it then the other people were sitting there and they probably knew what happened so then i just sat there and watched tv. then my friends boyfriend showed up and they just sat there then they went out side and i stayed in the basement then they came back and just sat there talking. but soon they started throwing stuff and they were throwing it at me. i didnt notice at first and i thought that they were just throwing stuff around but it kept happening and it got worse then i kept saying to my self just leave, but i didnt. then my friend came over to me and said you should probably leave and she was the only one who cared. i left and sat in a random field and cryed for about an hour and just sat, but in the end the truth is i love someone else but she doesnt notice it and i just want her to know that i love her but she wont...
[Emo.In.A.Can] Community Member 
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