Many things have been happening..
But the most troublesome is this constant egging for me to move on.
I don't want to move on! Stop pressuring me to do so just because you have feelings for me!
It's so selfish..
Just let my heart stay where it wants, with him.
I don't care if he's gone. I don't care if he's never coming back. I don't care about any of that. What I care about, is him. That's it. So just leave it at that, please.
I'm going to see him this November.. I wonder what it'll be like..
I hope to see the b*****d who hurt him too... I'll ******** kill that son of a b***h if I lay eyes on him...
Forgive my language..
I'll be gone for a bit more than a month. October 27th to December 6th. I'm very excited. I don't know enough Japanese to make my way around on my own, so I'll be relying on Tetsuya and Jay a lot. -^_^-;; I hope they don't end up hating me by the time I leave. razz They're both very nice people.
I haven't gotten to talk to Jay much, but from what I have, he's very nice, and I like him. He makes Tetsuya very happy, they care about eachother a lot.
And Tetsuya, my Tetsu-kun ( razz ), Words can't express how awesome you are. You're so understanding, and you help me in so many ways.. I think you're the only person I know that's not pressuring me to move on from Jem.. I really thank you for that.. It's a relief that at least one person accepts the feelings I have, instead of telling me to get over it. You're very kind.. I'll try my best not to be a burden during my stay..
[ Rufus ] · Sat Jul 08, 2006 @ 07:40pm · 4 Comments |